know whats weird? day by day nth seems to change but slowly everything seems different
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Monday, May 01, 2006
` 3:13 AM
finally my book out period has increased to 3 days due to labour day. met up w ky on sat night to have dinner. it has been a long time since i last saw her. it was fun and enjoyable having dinner and did some catching up. jus like old times. we both have grown up and been busy with our life. im glad we still keep in close contact even though things arent the same now. its been 7 yrs and still counting. time flies so fast.

picture yourself sitting on the train. the train that will take you to all the destinations in life. the train that u have to take command to go through the tunnels and the pastures as each events in your life unfolds in front of you. as u ride through the train. ppl board into your life and stayed with you in the process. you got to know them better. you form a bond with them. but as you reached the next destination. some have to leave. some have to alight. you do not want this to happen. you want to hold on to everything,.you want to clutch onto the many tiny bonds and conenction you have painstakingly built up. but sad to say its not up to you to control. some bid farewell. some jus left without you knowing. and when you realise their absence. its way too late. so ppl come and go. but not all is lost. what they left behind are the memories you had with them. memories that are unique and has its own story behind it. memories that will accompany you with the rest of your life. memories that will make you tear, laugh and have a special meaning in it. we all have tunnels to pass through. tunnels when its so dark and bleak that you thought you will surely not be able to pass through the tunnel. but before you know it. you reached the end of the tunnel and u begin to see the long awaited sunlight again. in life. ppl come and go. some ppl close to you may accompany till the end of journey. some ppl board the nxt train and in each different destination. you might be able to catch up w them and talked bout the past but the feelin will not be the same again. life is all about letting go. the more you learn to let go of your past the faster you will attain inner peace. friends are a part of me that will always be so close. all the close connections. fate has brought us together and i will hope for the best in all my friendships. though it may not be smoothsailing but i will try to keep the connection going. its gonna take a while.

been out of this world. out of this place. its like being in a crowd. you see many ppl walking briskly past. ppl of all walks of life. you want to be part of them. but yet your being pushed to the extreme side. non-existent.

i cherish every moment with you. every second with you. things will not be the same aft you take a path towards accomplishing another milestone in your life. held your hands tight. to see you grow up as each day pass. i want to be part of the process for as long as i could. everything that has a beginning has an end. how true. fuck. welcome to reality brother.

about ;

samuel
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dunman high tjc
a little pessimistic
bored bout life

loved ;

to be able to backpack
listening to music
having fun under the sun
cycling
playin piano n vln
toying with my thoughts
thinkin bout u

quotes ;

In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes


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